Ms. Messer-Upper

Just got home from a get together. Quite different from the previous ones I've had. Was having fun.. Hmm..

It's raining again.. What can you say about the rain today? Not everybody loves it. Just when the sun is perfectly shining or the moon brightly glowing and the stars twinkling. A goofy rain comes pouring down and messing things up. Everyone gets upset. Everything seems to be affected. The porma.. The new shades.. (panu mo gagamitin unless may wiper sha diba?).. Camp out.. Bar-b-cue.. Everything has to be put-off.. Dates for some? Partyin for singles and those feeling single din..

I find it entertaining really..

Rainy days? The world can't seem to get enough of it.

As for me.. I can't seem to get enough of what I'm eating right now.. I'm eating Kornets.. Dippin on mayo.. Couldn't compose a serious thought cos I'm eating.. And to think.. I just ate.. haha.. I can't get enough of the thought that one day soon.. I will be eating sa Seaside.. Using these hands.. Aah.. the glorious hands.. Lucky are we who have them.. Take good care of them, yes please.. Your hands and your eyes.. Hmm.. One could live without the rest.. Of course the torso.. the organs.. the genitals are vital too.. hmmm..
Not to be very literal.. Can't be a hand with an eye and an extra something showing.. People would look at you and say..

"Is that thing alive?"

(Imaginin mo naman kase.. Isang kamay na may mata tapos may ano pa!)

Indeed.. Can't be attractive that way.. Nope!
You know what I mean.. The point is.. well.. Need I say more?

Where was I?? Hmm.. I was talking about the rain.. and stuff I couldn't get enough of.. okay..

I couldn't get enough of yappin and blogging and I just can't seem to get enough of combining food and a PC together.. I couldn't get enough of DVD's and the television.. haaaah.. hypnotized by it.. I couldn't get enough of my playlist and adding up new songs.. Ones I couldn't stop from playing in my wonderful and fantasy emblemed mind.. I couldn't get enough of glowing stuff such as rhinestones and fancy jewelries and stuff that glitters.. I couldn't get enough of shoes.. Ones I don't use and ones I don't buy.. I couldn't get enough of admiring pretty things and pretty girls.. huh??

I couldn't get enough of fishy stuff.. (hey.. I'm a Pisces).. I couldn't get enough of beer and the craziness it brings upon my sanity. I couldn't get enough of erotic fantasies and wishing I could be brave enough to put them into reality.. Amfut%$&*.. Halt! Got carried away.. sorry.. (*Blush*)

I couldn't get enough of of myself and how I clumsily say what's in my mind? I couldn't get enough of my procrastination and of my useless inhibitions. I couldn't get enough of my tardiness.. I couldn't get enough sleep and I miss my bed every time I'm away from it.. My dear bed.. Missing you already.. hay..

I couldn't get enough of my Tatay nagging me every time I mess up.

I couldn't get enough of my Momie nagging me every time I mess up.

I couldn't seem to stop messing up.. plus.. I couldn't help messing around.. hehe..

I surely couldn't get enough of caring for other people.. ones who matters.. even ones who doesn't. Beat that!!

I couldn't get enough of welcoming complications with a heavy heart and a helpless smile and dealing with them eve-ree-time they come in?!!

Anyway..

I couldn't get enough of my friends and how they consistently make me laugh.

I couldn't get enough of laughter or happiness.. I'm it's number one fan.. (lalo pa mababaw lang naman ako).. Hoo-hoo.. It kinda bothers me why certain rain showers hinder my every whim. I believe there shouldn't be limits to ones happiness. Go for the extreme.. Unless one's health or other's is at risks. Limits in my life though, I believe, is being justified by God.

I almost hated the first day of the week, but then, I heard Him say.. He wanted to have me on Sundays. Everything was going on smoothly until I started missing Sunday masses. I understand that now. I'm sorry po. This girl seems to be enjoying too much of the blessings she was given, seemed to be blown away by beautiful stuff.

Help me not to mess up.. You gave me enough strength to face anything.. Not to dare you for anything more God.. I'm just saying.. You have been there for me always.. Cos You love me and You will always do.. And You would never ever.. EVER let my family and my friends and people who matters to me.. get hurt.. cos You love me.. and them too.. hu-hu.. Lord, ako na lang po ah.. Wag lang sila.. Hurt me more!! I'm not saying You intentionally hurt people.. I'm just saying.. ako na lang po sana masaktan.. wag lang sila.. pretty pleeease..

A tough cookie.. I think I know too well.. started this with quite a heavy heart. She seemed to have had enough of the rain.. Then again.. gave it a few thoughts.. She figured.. What the heck.. Not everything goes according to her plans anyway.. Plus.. It's just a little rain.. She has been through a big calamity already.. yet, she's standing still PPP.. poised, pretty and perky.. haha.. or at least trying to be.

To be continued.. sleepy na..