i think i'm gona be sick

please don't rain.. I was doing okay lately.. I don't wanna feel sick again.. I wanna feel okay all the time.. I don't want to think.. I wanna be busy.. I want to move til my busyness wears out all the strength in my body and drain out all of my senses.. I wanna be senseless.. (huh? anu daw..) hehe..

God oh.. Look po.. Why ganto.. Sama pakiramdam ko.. Heal me po huh.. Don't let me feel sick again.. No more bad dreams..