Moving on.. (deep sighful breath..)

i have been an idealist for as long as i can remember..
i tried reading between the lines..
and i may have read beyond what is in between whats in between..
i may have over looked everything..my beliefs are so useless and meaningless right now..
i always thought I'd stand by them forever..but no matter how much you love someone..
you can't hold on to something who doesn't want to stay..
you can't make someone love you..
you can't make things better even if you totally and hungrily want to..

God..thank you for freewill..
it's kind of tricky and ironic at some point though..
but still..
no regrets..
it's better to have loved and lost..than to have never loved at all..

my baby made her point..
i don't want to..
but i guess i have to..
i love the person so much..
and if letting go means proving just that..

then goodbye my life..

I'm gonna miss you..

by the way..
this one's for you baby..

It feels like a lifetime,
A thousand days have passed by
Since I held you close to me
If I could see that smile from my friend
I know that I could live againI need you here with me

Heaven knows what to say
Even though for rightNow you're so far away
I hope and I pray
Somewhere in your heart I'll always stay

Baby, lately my sun doesn't shine without you
Never noticed what it feels like to be without you
Feels like I took my last step
And my last breath in my life ending
Had to say just what I was feeling, kwikz
'cause my sun doesn't shine,
Sun doesn't shine without you

This is more for me than for you
Babe, I finally see there's no substitute
For what we have
Do you know how much I love you

And what we share I can't forget
Babe a love like yours I'll never let just slip away
Just promise that you'll stay

Heaven knows what to say
Even though for right now you're so far away
Gonna tell you and show you
Do whatever I can do to get back to you

Pah, lately my sun doesn't shine without you
Never noticed what it feels like to be without you
Feels like I took my last step
And my last breath in my life ending
Had to say just what I was feeling, kwikz
'cause my sun doesn't shine,
Sun doesn't shine

Have you ever seen a flower that never blooms?
Seen a starless night without the moon
Well that's me without you
So come back and turn my nights into days

Len, lately my sun doesn't shine without you
Never noticed what it feels like to be without you
Feels like I took my last step
And my last breath in my life ending
Had to say just what I was feeling, baby
'cause my sun doesn't shine,
Sun doesn't shine without you