Breakdown

I'm scared.
So terrified.. I think I'm gonna lose it.
I don't wanna lose it.
I wasn't supposed to do this alone..
Was I supposed to?
Tell me it's all gona be okay..
I'm so scared..
I don't want to blame anyone..
I should know what to do..
But I don't..
Yet

God I'm scared..
Really.. I am..