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my heart has been sh*t out of it's luck.. in spite of all the fears.. crying has been a f*cked up habit.. wanna make things better so bad.. only one good thing I ever could need.. but would one do it for love.. or for a little dose of serenity.. i don't know..

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I still want you.. but as much as I want to be with you.. i just can't have you in my life anymore.. i love you too much.. and it's really painful.. and i just can't look at you the same way.. knowing what happened..

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I've forgiven you.. and i know that with just a look.. the feelings would grow even more.. and i can't do that.. i just can't have myself be broken by you.. over and over again..
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I've always thought that we should be together.. but I was wrong.. we can't hurt each other anymore.. i know that when i see you again.. i would hug you.. so tight..

..so tight that it would feel so right.. but then I wouldn't be able to let you go.. and i can't do that.. cos the truth is going to kill me.. and I'm scared.. cos i know i will take you back.. and i don't want to do that.. cos i can't bare to lose you again..

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i still want you.. and i know I will love you until I die..
but I've learned to face.. that you're not with me anymore..

My heart is with you still.. but I have to be away from you..

for I'm safe here.. loving you from afar.. where you can't hurt me anymore..

..no one's ever gonna protect me.. but myself alone..

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..even though we're not together.. no matter who you're with.. as long as you're here.. in this world.. alive and safe.. I'm happy with that..

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Baby.. I pray for you all the time.. and I just have to say.. there's not a day that passes by.. that I don't think about you and I..

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......i miss you......